iris!

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iris! – i called it home

When close to fumble down a stair well
and far from rain drops i stand so humble
Not a word to speak, a motion to seek, but thoughts that reap
stretching out these hands down rigid walls and wonders of beauty that lies beneath those roads.

Stone cold felt easy… against loosing so deeply …
she was my rose… when i was the desert… i called it home

Ice frozen but melted on top of words that surrender
Eyes chosen but blinded no language can seem so amber
Finally needing, portrayed with nothing bleeding, arrogance lost… like a fountain of dust 

Stone cold felt easy… against loosing so deeply …
she was my rose… when i was the desert… i called it home

Between those shadows… i stayed and waited
Between those walls…. i stared and faded
waiting for cessation… but it was these that have casted

She was my rose…. and i had the bane
On soil that i mounted….  when i was the desert… i called it home

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I have a dream

Long printed in the history of man kind, a word used by most of us. “I have a dream!”. We dream of houses on coastal beaches, and spacious backyards that can fit our children and probably our grand children’s children. A court yard where we can boast of our family traditions. A dining table, a swimming pool.

We always have those dreams where we build our fictional future. Some reach to the extent where they’d dream of a owning a ferrari when they can’t buy the next toyota echo line. Some other’s dream of living on an island where there is not a soul. As extravagant as it sounds, some guys even dream of a land where there is no men… only women. Most of these dreams are future based i.e. how they want their future to be.

Our dreams are rich on unaffordable materialistic content. When other’s can’t even afford to dream.

I have a dream

I have a dream

iris! – inside my head

all in this moment
waiting for your morals   
to look down to me
like sun rays.. its haunting me

You walked away
its a piece of mind
You left it alone
and made it last

You stayed inside my head
another day
you stay inside my head
another day

fear of devotion
made u in this site 
so look down to me
like sun rays.. its haunting me 

You stayed inside my head
another day
you stay inside my head
another day

don’t believe its over
believe its simply silence
wont let go of this moment
i’ll keep you inside my head

stay inside my head
just one more day
stay inside my head
just one more day

iris! – in this circle

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The voices in my head louder than uncertainty of my vexation
This confusion is getting me closer to my own desolation
Penetrating the sheets between integrity and abomination

In this circle… i want to scream
in this circle… i want to crumble
in this circle… i want to fonder
yet… i stand motionless.. to the heart beats of my own sound

I am in this cage… and u are watching me…
smiling at me.. unknowingly…
where i am is where you where sometime …
Where i was is where i still stand
Divine you are.. but still seem to break me
What happened to you … was brought onto me

in this circle… i want to scream
in this circle… i want to crumble
in this circle… i want to fonder
yet… i stand motionless.. to the heart beats of my own sound

I look at you… hollow and clear..
Nothing left but a remedy of a memory…
Nothing felt but a silent tragedy…
Bestowed upon your self by the one that broke you first

in this circle… i want to scream
in this circle… i want to crumble
in this circle… i want to fonder
yet… i stand motionless.. to the heart beats of my own sound

The Sound of Reason – Palestine

Close my eyes tonight
My conscience by my side
It’s hard to live this life
Where truth begins with lies

So I won’t sleep… I will stay awake
Cause if I dream… they will/then they’ll take their claim
Oh I try… oh I try to fight
To stay awake tonight
Palestine, Palestine, Palestine… always on my mind

Truth is where desire ends
A meaning to an end
I search myself all the time
To change what’s in my mind

So I won’t sleep… I will stay awake
Cause if I dream… they will/then they’ll take their claim
Oh I try… oh I try to fight
To stay awake tonight
Palestine, Palestine, Palestine… always on my mind

I can’t find peace cause it’s hard to release what we’ve done
What we could be if we’d only see what we’ve become
It’s unbelievable it’s undeniable ohhhh!
I want free, won’t sleep, won’t dream, won’t eat, won’t breathe
Won’t give in to what’s building inside of me

(Guitar solo)

Close my eyes tonight
My conscience by my side

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iris! – my eyes

We walk through the gardens
summer dust and crimson skies
hands held by the moment
stars that light our deeds aligned

in the morning the sun will shine
while the dusk hides the moon aside…
but the silhouette of your face will remain
burned within the flesh of my eyes

We talk till the dawn comes
wasn’t a moment of truth nor lie
as the dark falls on me
when the sun just sneaks by

 

Will i bid the words you want to hear
Will i play the sounds in my head to tear
Will i stay inside this wall till i die
free me from my own resented eyes. 

in the morning the sun will shine 
while the dusk hides the moon aside… 
but the silhouette of your face will remain
burned within the flesh of my eyes

The insignigicant other

Many times i have come across this scenario, where something goes wrong in my life and i realize that all my real friends have left me behind. I’m sure it happened to everyone of us, and i’m not the one to nag or brag, but still, i’d never do that to anyone on my side.

In the worst case scenario, they all say they will be there, and that they will lift you up from rock bottom, but now the time is here… so i call on you people, and wait for you.. where are you…. no where… not even a proof that you even existed in this phase.

Fortunately, god never forgets anyone, it took long from him to respond, but it got here. He sent me an example, a story, I sat down with a person that had the same problems if not worse or less. I was able at my scenario from the outside… (which what i usually do when i’m in trouble, but this time it was too hard for me to compile and process through my near-to-rust mind); but that story saved me the trouble and just showed me a verbal explanation of what i was going through.

Me, being the friendly one, I sat the guy down closer to me, and heard my story over and over again, till i decided what the best solution would be… and shared it with him. He did leave the table happy, and content with his answers… He walked away.. without even a name.

Thank you.
The insignificant other.