iris!

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Archive for June, 2008

Through Glass – Stone

I’m looking at you through the glass…
Don’t know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don’t expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can’t expect a bit of hope
So while you’re outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you’re staring at is me

Cause I’m looking at you through the glass…
Don’t know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It’s just a different scene
Remember it’s just different from what you’ve seen

I’m looking at you through the glass…
Don’t know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it’s the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And it’s the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

I’m looking at you through the glass…
Don’t know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

‘Cause I’m looking at you through the glass…
Don’t know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd

And it’s the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it’s the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

And it’s the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it’s the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah yeah

Ohhhoh when the starrs
Ohhh oh when the starrrrs that liieee

To bid you farewell!

I am awaiting the sunrise
Gazing modestly through the coldest morning
Once it came you lied
Embracing us over autumn’s proud treetops
I stand motionless
In a parade of falling rain
Your voice I cannot hear
As I am falling again
Devotion eludes
And in sadness I lumber
In my own ashes I am standing without a soul
She wept and whispered: “I know…”
We walked into the night
Am I to bid you farewell?
Why can’t you see that I try
When every tear I shed
Is for you?

The Lasting Smile!

Regardless of where you might go or come there is a certain point where you stand back and smile for some thought or memory that has just passed by and after you stop smiling you try to remember exactly what is it that made you smile. sheesh. its a fact alot of people have that moment. but sometimes the memory stays too long in your head that people ask you whats wrong. then you end smiling after they ask and you just answer saying “nothing”. That smile doesn’t even stay that long. Evidently you end up constraining to the idea that smiles don’t last.

Comming to thing of it, i don’t think its true. The everlasting smile is something that is not in your face or your gesture. its the smile that comes from your heart for the same reason at the same angle everyonce in a while even if its for just a millisecond or even if it was in the worst day in your life.

My identity is to establish the essence of brokerage an.. umm.. sorry im writing this in the office so just ignore that scentence.

“ANYWAYS” (shows how much i’m happy.. lol)

Its really the good memories that come back to you and its really the unleashed history that makes you smile, whether it is good or bad. At the end everyone has a lasting smile. even if it shows in your tears. Blindly, you will find out soon.

The Remedy

Today i smiled for the first time. Today i remembered the good people in my life, whether around me or not. Today is my independence day. 

I am freed from laws of society that inforce a certain immoral activity of betrayal, deceipt, lies, masks and snakeness. I looked at my self for the first time and saw a smile that has gone away from a while. A reality of my self. The common phrase thats on my mind right now is “i don’t give two shits no more” and will never do.

Don’t get me wrong, Its just a normal sensation that everyone goes through once freed from a journy that has ellapsed a period of time. You start to pitty people and defy wrong with right or vise versa and you start to incline towads ceasing power over the weakest till you get to the strongest. Then you look out to the croud and scream ‘I am fucking happy’ and no one is going to ruin it for me.

Here’s a story for you. I hope you can finish it of for me.

A boy walking around have stones being thrown at him from everyone. The stones start to make him weaker and weaker with time. Yet, he starts realising that not all the stones are hitting him some are just a miss. Then he starts thinking of the stones that are missing the target. Where they meant to be towards him? 

Keep your hopes up people. there are worse shit you are missing out on. so be happy with what you got.. and just “I don’t give two shits”.