iris!

for every human, comes a dream… nonetheless… its only a dream!

iris! – your not inspired

Everyone is dreaming
And Everyone is feeding
From other people’s sorrows
Till they start to borrow
Someone’s life story
What a match, indecent glory

Feeling like the vibes are slower
Hard enough to show the simple power
Cling to walls until they’re broken
Once they fall they realise its meant to be over

I’m in despaire
I’m in denial
I have hope
But your not inspired

Gary Allen – The Best I’ve Ever Had

Verse 1:
So you sailed away
Into a Grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

And nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus:
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had

Verse 2:
So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Well send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Repeat Chorus

It might take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so I
I Run away and hide
And I might find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right

Repeat Verse 1

Was it what you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted

But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had
You’re just the best I ever had

iris! – i called it home

When close to fumble down a stair well
and far from rain drops i stand so humble
Not a word to speak, a motion to seek, but thoughts that reap
stretching out these hands down rigid walls and wonders of beauty that lies beneath those roads.

Stone cold felt easy… against loosing so deeply …
she was my rose… when i was the desert… i called it home

Ice frozen but melted on top of words that surrender
Eyes chosen but blinded no language can seem so amber
Finally needing, portrayed with nothing bleeding, arrogance lost… like a fountain of dust 

Stone cold felt easy… against loosing so deeply …
she was my rose… when i was the desert… i called it home

Between those shadows… i stayed and waited
Between those walls…. i stared and faded
waiting for cessation… but it was these that have casted

She was my rose…. and i had the bane
On soil that i mounted….  when i was the desert… i called it home

iPhone

IPHONE!

Summary at the bottom)

Alot of people have allegedly fought against the iPhone as a product, a phone, or just as a luxury product. For some reason (which i will be explaining later on in this article) I Might be the best candidate to judge how iPhones, No matter what is said or done, is the best phone existing in the planet.

I walked into virgin megastore that day, insisting on the fact that i want an iphone. EVERYONE stood against me, regardless of the fact that i’m the geek they run to for technical help in anything. I stood in front of the counter and said… I want it. The person attending to the cashier at that moment was my friend (M.K.) who emphasized on the fact that the iphone you are about to buy does not come with a warranty, or even a guarantee that it will work as soon as it comes out of the box. Yet, me being a stubborn technical jordanian geek, i insisted and looked at the rebellious acts of my friends as a challenge that i should conquer….. basically, “How could i be so wrong?”….. egotistical? maybe… but at the end of the day…. i still wanna prove my point .. which i actually did… technically… my iPhone proved its self to the world.

As soon as i buy the iphone.. i turn into gadgety mode… fiddling around with the device endless hours…… Evidently i realized that i was able to do so much more with that phone than any other phone i ever had,.. then again i do own a mac…. which makes things even more easier.

Concert Night
Me and my friends decided to use the phone as a replacement to glow stick as to entertain the surrounding crowd with moving light :S…. how silly are we humans :S…… Anyways…. so as a random stranger gets really amused with the “moving light” she jumps at me while I’m still in action… swinging her hands out for a very strong hung.. except slapping the phone of my hand… (keeping in mind she is really short) … evidently, the phone summersaults vertically above us, just like one of those Captain Majed scenes. and decides to land straight under a girls heels who wasn’t a hooker, but still wanted to use such named products.. With the girls surprise… she decides to take a step back to look for the phone and lands her foot heels first into the screen.. The cracking sound was stronger than the bass in that hard trance night. or maybe that was just my heart ripping its self away before i do it….

I took the phone back and realized the screen was functional except the theme automatically changed into black… believe it or not… So that being the highlight of the night….. i take my a cab that decided to move before i sat down and the phone slipped off my hand, under the wheel and … TADA… sushi was made. Screaming my way out….i pick up the phone… and to my amazement…… the screen was back to normal……. ignoring the physical damage that happened to the aluminum blah blah case.

The Gig
Early morning, my phone decides to look at me and point the middle finger and say…. “i just don’t feel like working today…. ASSHOLE!”….. Punishment time…. i format…. restore…. jailbreak,,, and unlock again…. worked like a charm….

A while goes through while i was investigating the new features of OS3.0, installing uninstalling… deleting…. deleting…. deleting…… deleting……. why THE HEL didn’t it delete :S…. so i restarted the computer…. (since i used to be PC believer….. that was the first trial to a solution for any system running windows).. and then the phone loads up and says…

“I said i didn’t feel like working…. so now i’m gonna take away everything from u”….. poof….. all icons gone…….

So after endless hours of trying to fix my phone.. the sleep/power-off button decided to say…. FUCK U…. i aint getting pressed…… so me being the geek that i am… i go full-on operational mode…. and bring that phone down to its smallest pieces….. BUTTON FIXED…. REFORMATTED… UNLOCKED…. JAIL-BROKEN… its free…… I WIN…. IPHONE LOOSE…

but noooooooooooooo…….. iphones are so stubborn that when they don’t want to work….. they will do what ever it takes to have that happen….. even if it involves suicide… such as drowning in the toilet seat BEFORE IT WAS USED…. which evidently was the case…

That was the final act… its over its done… i went on with my life…. and so did *sob* – R.I.P. iRis! …….

On my way back home from Plastik…… i decided to give my phone a CPR… (and no there was no picture on the phone that i was trying to make out with SINCE IT WASNT WORKING!!!! )…….. and plug it to my laptop…….

TADA….. it worked….. it finally did…… back to its normal life….. as if it never drowned……

Summary:
Go back up and read the story u lazy fuck!

I have a dream

Long printed in the history of man kind, a word used by most of us. “I have a dream!”. We dream of houses on coastal beaches, and spacious backyards that can fit our children and probably our grand children’s children. A court yard where we can boast of our family traditions. A dining table, a swimming pool.

We always have those dreams where we build our fictional future. Some reach to the extent where they’d dream of a owning a ferrari when they can’t buy the next toyota echo line. Some other’s dream of living on an island where there is not a soul. As extravagant as it sounds, some guys even dream of a land where there is no men… only women. Most of these dreams are future based i.e. how they want their future to be.

Our dreams are rich on unaffordable materialistic content. When other’s can’t even afford to dream.

I have a dream

I have a dream

iris! – inside my head

all in this moment
waiting for your morals   
to look down to me
like sun rays.. its haunting me

You walked away
its a piece of mind
You left it alone
and made it last

You stayed inside my head
another day
you stay inside my head
another day

fear of devotion
made u in this site 
so look down to me
like sun rays.. its haunting me 

You stayed inside my head
another day
you stay inside my head
another day

don’t believe its over
believe its simply silence
wont let go of this moment
i’ll keep you inside my head

stay inside my head
just one more day
stay inside my head
just one more day

iris! – in this circle

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The voices in my head louder than uncertainty of my vexation
This confusion is getting me closer to my own desolation
Penetrating the sheets between integrity and abomination

In this circle… i want to scream
in this circle… i want to crumble
in this circle… i want to fonder
yet… i stand motionless.. to the heart beats of my own sound

I am in this cage… and u are watching me…
smiling at me.. unknowingly…
where i am is where you where sometime …
Where i was is where i still stand
Divine you are.. but still seem to break me
What happened to you … was brought onto me

in this circle… i want to scream
in this circle… i want to crumble
in this circle… i want to fonder
yet… i stand motionless.. to the heart beats of my own sound

I look at you… hollow and clear..
Nothing left but a remedy of a memory…
Nothing felt but a silent tragedy…
Bestowed upon your self by the one that broke you first

in this circle… i want to scream
in this circle… i want to crumble
in this circle… i want to fonder
yet… i stand motionless.. to the heart beats of my own sound